You.

I Have Fallen In Love With You
I Will Never Let You Go
I Love You More Than Anyone
I Just Want You To Know.

It's Been A Year Plus And Now I Realise That So Many Things Happen. I've meet Alot Of People And Found Some New Friends Which Actually Turn Out To Be The People I Love More Then My Own Best Friend Because They Are Always There For Me,When I Am Happy Or Sad. No Matter What, They Are Always There For Me. These Are The Best People That I met And Are Not In this Photos, Will Upload Those Photos Soon..

The day i met u, is the day i met LOVE.

Dearest... Knowing u Loving u Have changed my LIFE. LOVE is always BAD to me. LOVE HURTS LOVE KILLS LOVE LIES U show me LOVE U make me see LOVE U taught me how to LOVE The meaning of LOVE is so PURE so WHITE. To give LOVE To receive LOVE To be SINCERE Now that i understand LOVE... LOVE is PURE LOVE is WONDERFUL LOVE is SINCERE But still... LOVE HURTS. Dearest... I've never regret KNOWING u I've never regret LOVING u I'm BLESSED to be LOVED by u...

BabyLove...

I had no idea wat is happening to us,to the relationship..izzit me or izzit u? izzit the both of us? i aint got no clue. Itz been hard for u n itz be hard for me too. Sometime i wonder, can we handle this situation? To me if there's no feel,no love,no trust den der's no point being together...

u used to treat me good,pampered me,talk nicely BUT now everything is DIFFERENT. Vulgarity, that irritating looks, swearing, hands...
Itz not my fault if i tell u that u've changed.. u shld have not treat me good if u noe that i dun deserve it.

Before we're involved, i have told u wat kinda person i am, u say that u have the patience bt nw u say that i'm too much n u aint got no patience to tolerate wit me.
Why now?

Whenever i try to relate to u, to talk to u, u seem not to believe or care, u will even forget n u tot that im jz tryin to seek attention. I dun SEEK ATTENTION, I dun SEEK LOVE, I dun SEEK SYMPATHIES. That is 1 of the reason why i dun pratice relating.

Whenever i ask u questions, i xpect answers. If u try to lie, do it nicely. I dun need that irritatin faces, all i wan is answers.

I've been trying to save the relationship but i cant do it alone.
Im not perfect and im not good...

Watever is gonna happen now,2moro or future, i jz wana u to noe that i've always love u with every beat of my heart...

TIRED=CRAZY

My noty Yanling and me.
Even we are so exhausted!
We still look good...

Say 'KONICA'

Love u small gal!

Confuse

Hearing Your voice,give me butterflies.
Being near YOU,my heart start pounding.
Looking at YOU in the eyes,takes a lot of courage.

I've been sitting here, trying to convince myself
that i didn't like YOU.

But the more i look at YOU.
The more confuse i become.

Me being a LESBIAN.

Family and people have been wondering and have been asking me why im a LESBIAN.For years i used not to know how i am suppose to answer to all the questions that they have been asking me because i have no idea why im being different.After i do my soul searching then i have the courage to answer every question that been asked to me.

P:"Are you attached?"
M:"Yes"
P:"Who's that lucky guy?"
M:(smile)"Lucky lady"
P:(confused)"Lady?haha!Funny!"
M:(smile)"Im attached with a lady"
P:(shock to DEATH but calm)"Are you...?!?"
M:(smile)"I'm a LESBIAN"
P:"But why?did any guys hurt you before?"
M:"No.i've never had a relationship with a guy"
M:"I've never F____ with a guy"
P:"??? What!?"
M:"Ya..i know."
M:"I've got no feeling for man..but if GOD open my heart and make me see HIS way, who
knows i'll be married with 4 kids.hahahaha"

I've been asked with this kind of questions for years till now and i don't know when will it stop.There is no explanation why i'm LESBIAN.I've try to go dates with men but i just don't feel comfortable being around them and knowing that they like me.When they talk or carry my stuffs or trying to hold my hand, i will react.I don't hate men and i do have male friends.As a friend i can do all sort of things with them..watch movies, chill around, talk rubbish,eyeing on ladies,or watever.. some of my straight girl friends as in friend..will get jealous when they sees me with their secret admirers or boyfriends joking around playing around together.I've always have my limits if i know my male friends are attached..(so girls please, they are my friends and i've got no feeling and i'm a LESBIAN.so no worries.)but when i get to know if any of my male friends like me or something,i will feel weird and feel uncomfortable at times but it's kinda ok because they are my friends and they know that how hard they try,they are just wasting their time..HEHEHEHE!

I am bless to have a family and friends that can accept me for who i am.I am bless to be loved by them.

I am a human being, a lady with feeling,i have the right to choose or decide what i want to be, it's the matter of good or bad.So i choose and decide to love and be loved by a woman.Some people look down on LESBIANs or GAYs, they talk and says a lot of stuffs about us but who cares, we give and receive the same kind of LOVE and the only different is we receive it from the same gender.No one have the right to tell us what to do or changed us, only ourself can do it for ourself.

I am a LESBIAN.I fall in love with women.I never regret.