When i met u..

I've known u as a fren for years. I was attached so were u bt our body language was bloody obvious, we flirt wit our eyes n we exactly know that we have the urge to get laid n do shits behind our gfs. Knowin that they're good pals, we still didnt gif a shit abt it n carried on wit our things untill my gf finds out abt our games. US as in the 4 of us, didnt talk or even look at each other unless our gfs is nt ard.Bt after awhile u wen missin n i heard u have moved out wit ur gf to another place. After 3 years i didnt hear frm u nor i see u..... that damn day that damn saturday i fcukin saw u! i was freakin excited n i was hoping that u could see me. after that day, things go back to square 1 n tis time round we've made a BIG decision to tell our gfs that we wanted to be to be together.U were my 1st tomboy as i was a PURE LESBIAN. The 1st n 2nd year, everything was cool.. we were like romeo n juliet bt the lesbian version la, we did quarrel n things happen bt itz a normal thing for couple even normal couple quarrel. Bt NOW! nw everything CHANGE! i dunno hw it started bt frm day to day things get worse. I dunno wat to do, i was freakin out n u were pissin off. When spend less time n we dun c each other often. Im feelin my frens more that i feel u.I try to make things better to save our relationship bt it seem not to work out. Bt on that very night, u really hurt me wit ur words, ur words really pierce thru my HEART! itz fcukin HURT! n since that day i dun wanna gif a damn wateva is gonna happen.... i dunno wat i feel nw for u... nw itz like WATEVA..