Me being a LESBIAN.

Family and people have been wondering and have been asking me why im a LESBIAN.For years i used not to know how i am suppose to answer to all the questions that they have been asking me because i have no idea why im being different.After i do my soul searching then i have the courage to answer every question that been asked to me.

P:"Are you attached?"
M:"Yes"
P:"Who's that lucky guy?"
M:(smile)"Lucky lady"
P:(confused)"Lady?haha!Funny!"
M:(smile)"Im attached with a lady"
P:(shock to DEATH but calm)"Are you...?!?"
M:(smile)"I'm a LESBIAN"
P:"But why?did any guys hurt you before?"
M:"No.i've never had a relationship with a guy"
M:"I've never F____ with a guy"
P:"??? What!?"
M:"Ya..i know."
M:"I've got no feeling for man..but if GOD open my heart and make me see HIS way, who
knows i'll be married with 4 kids.hahahaha"

I've been asked with this kind of questions for years till now and i don't know when will it stop.There is no explanation why i'm LESBIAN.I've try to go dates with men but i just don't feel comfortable being around them and knowing that they like me.When they talk or carry my stuffs or trying to hold my hand, i will react.I don't hate men and i do have male friends.As a friend i can do all sort of things with them..watch movies, chill around, talk rubbish,eyeing on ladies,or watever.. some of my straight girl friends as in friend..will get jealous when they sees me with their secret admirers or boyfriends joking around playing around together.I've always have my limits if i know my male friends are attached..(so girls please, they are my friends and i've got no feeling and i'm a LESBIAN.so no worries.)but when i get to know if any of my male friends like me or something,i will feel weird and feel uncomfortable at times but it's kinda ok because they are my friends and they know that how hard they try,they are just wasting their time..HEHEHEHE!

I am bless to have a family and friends that can accept me for who i am.I am bless to be loved by them.

I am a human being, a lady with feeling,i have the right to choose or decide what i want to be, it's the matter of good or bad.So i choose and decide to love and be loved by a woman.Some people look down on LESBIANs or GAYs, they talk and says a lot of stuffs about us but who cares, we give and receive the same kind of LOVE and the only different is we receive it from the same gender.No one have the right to tell us what to do or changed us, only ourself can do it for ourself.

I am a LESBIAN.I fall in love with women.I never regret.